Saturday, March 30, 2013

I hate my abs!

I am sitting here feeling sorry for myself because today I have eaten 1,000+ more calories than I should have.  I am on a 1500 net calorie plan on my fitness pal.  I have been out of weight loss mode but every time I take myself out of it the pounds creep back on.  I didn't exercise today which is part of the problem.  It wouldn't have been so bad if I had.  I got into the graham crackers and ate almost an entire sleeve...not a huge deal but it is when you go over your calories for the day.  

My lowest weight was back in September and I got down to 127.  I measure my inches too and they are the same everywhere but I have gained an inch right at my belly button.  I currently weigh 135ish...some days it is 137.  So a gain of 8-10 lbs.  While it shows a significant gain over the winter months on the scale it doesn't show in inches or in my clothes to a huge extent.  
Me with the kiddos- jeans are a size 6- I typically wear a 4 or 6 and basically size S shirts.- size 4 dresses

The following is why I beat myself up so much.  My abs are going to be the death of me.  Part of it is having 2 kids and the other part is the damage from being over 200 lbs.  My skin is very stretched out so therefore it sags.  I just HATE it!!!!  Lets not even discuss that it is almost bathing suit season.  I just want my body to look like I work my butt off all the time like I do...ugh!  I know I could eat better...that is my downfall.  I LOVE food!!!

Sorry for the no makeup right before a workout at home pics

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